Persephone Sings: Growing Moon 1
I feel stirrings inside myself;
my heart, my soul, my womb is stirring.
I feel drawn irresistibly toward light and warmth.
I want to see my mother again.
I want to see the sun, and smell the flowers.
I’ve been asleep so long, but now I’m awake!
I’ve been dead so long. I want to live!
I want to give life and share it!
I’ve been frozen.
I want to move, and dance, and feel free.
I’ve been lost inside myself.
I want real relationships.
I’ve been lost in dreams, imagining.
I want to create,
to change the real world,
to manifest the insights I have gained.
I’m a grown woman now.
My mother and I will be able to have a relationship
as equals, as sisters.
I hope she hasn’t changed too much!
Will she recognize me?
I can’t wait to see her, to hold her in my arms!
She’ll be so surprised to know I’m going to have a child.
I know she’ll be pleased.
When I am a mother,
will I be the same as Demeter?
I used to want to be different from her.
Now I’ve gone through so much!
Will she be able to understand how much I’ve changed?
When I was young, I rebelled against this moment.
Now I feel so sure, so joyful,
so full of energy for what lies ahead!
© Tamara Rasmussen 2018